in chapel today. the man was talking about forgiveness. the thing that kept me awake was the part when he said his platoon mates actually used an inflated naked doll and rubbed its private parts against his face. he said he din do anything and then the rest stopped and released him from the bed. well i was thinking at the time. if i were him in that situation, i would have hurled all the unglam words at those babarians. and maybe after a while i will just stop like what he did.
well that's not the point,rlly. forgiveness. triggered my interest. i once hated this someone so much i couldnt bring myself to forgive him. it was after like two years or so before i stopped hating him. and when i removed that hatred from my heart, i felt super relieved and free=D i know i should have done that earlier but it wasn't until he came and chatted with me online. at that moment, all the hatred in my heart just flew to nowhere. then we began talking like normal friends from that day onwards. i feel glad. seriously.cause i dont feel tired at all alrdy. hating someone takes up so much of your energy. so it's not worth it.
oh well. hope he's doing well now=) YES!
now i think. i dont rlly want to hate anyone alrdy. it's TIRING. unless that person did some fugly thing to me. if not i shant rlly care or talk to her.
ahahs but now there's this 'it' in my class. seriously cannot stand her face and attitude. for goodness sake stop being such a fucking big mouth alrdy.-.-'
and so i was telling mich ziyi and meiyi. that has got to take some time=x wish me luck!
and i think quanyuan's rather amusing. AHAHS
oh! acjc ruggers lost. feel damn sad for them. seriously. they lost to sa by 2 points la=x wasted. but dont despair! you guys are still the best!=DD
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