pimple outbreak!

fuck. i'm having a pimple outbreak. like $%#!@$!#

it's not those big ones with pus but those really small and irritating cause they're so scratchable. but i dont to just scratch it off cause it will leave a SCAR!!! SCAR!!! SCAR!!!!!!!!

anyway ive started working today with yijun and 2 unknown guys one of whom is rather nice the other rather gay. cause he wears a headband that pushes his fringe all the way to the back and i think he's balding=x

so it was pretty boring. and it's only the first day. ive told the i/c i wasnt able to work on numerous days. including sailing course dayS. and now i have to tell her i cant come for work on wed for op tryouts. can you imagine the look on her face=# AHHHHH

i used to think pw was okay. sometimes abit troublesome but NOW i think it's fucking irritated and it's getting on my last last nerve. UGH i cant help it/ pardon me. FUCK!
and sometimes when people ask you the most STUPID and FUCKING brainless question, i feel like slapping their faces HARD and just scream at them!!! so why are they asking stupid questions? cause like 90% of the time they werent listening in CLASS or any meetings/ discussions?

i cant help it. im having my period soon. pardon me for all these rantings and complains and eh. just terrible moodswings agitated further by some useless people.