dont give a fuck

i rlly dont want to give a fuck about anything now. just want to concentrate on prelims. and try to mug my ass off? i dunno why im not as stressed/ anxious as before. unlike o lvels prelims when i was mugging really hard. wtf wtf. and i rlly cant stand some people. if you can vent your frustrations on others, then can i slap/ punch your face real hard? mother fucker
i like scten but i dunno why sometimes i dont feel anything towards them. like i rlly detest some people at times. i dont feel this way when i was in secondary school. no matter how we laughed at each other, we will always say sorry or just heck care. i cant do this now. i feel more anger inside me and this is bad i know. i cant help but to think jc is just a 2 years stopover in our life and it is really of not much importance? i dont want to think that way but i cant help it.
i rlly rlly miss carol jim sherwin nigel jarrel jessyca who nv fails to make me laugh real hard=) they're rlly the kind of friends who will stick by you no matter what. i know i haven been in contact with jarrel for the longest time ever. and im rlly glad i managed to meet up with the rest last friday=))