anti social

omg. i feel very anti social for the past month. and totally not spending my time well. not gnganywhere, not dng anything, except for sats/cny. seems like i've got no friends0.0 okay actually i have myself to blame la. because of my laziness, i just dont feel like gng anywhere=( how this is not gd. i dont want to think back and realise wtf, my 6 months just flew past like that doing nothing memorable/exciting. aye.

and honestly speaking, im not very into class gatherings=/ maybe because im lazy la. but will try to make it tho=)ah well

okay anw, SAT was haha. tried our best la.
cny. like a routine mans. everything we do the same thing, go same place, see same people. except this year i got one hongbao from my grandma for the first time in 19 years=D HAHA dont know why. maybe she realised that we're such great granddaughters la.and i think she kept hinting me to treat her for dinner once i've gotten my pay. i dont know. HAHA. and oh yes, because my grandfathers passed away this year, so only got hongpaos from 3aunties. i dont really care la actually, cause the monetary value remains the same for 19 years and like what the teachers always emphasize, it's not about the value, it's about the blessing. HAHA that's what i tell the students too. nonsense=/

am still gng to visit aunties' houses since we have 15 days of cny. oh ya and i think the ox year doesnt bless me financially cause i keep losing money in black jack=/ aye. but nvm nvm! it's just once a year and it's not alot la. cause we play with 20 cents0.0 it's really pathetic.