bad day

i want to talk about work. i have never ever complained abt it but today im gng to spill my grouses. firstly, i dont understand why am i relieving so much when i'm paid a pittance. tho i enjoy some classes but asking me to teach chinese or relief for a malay class sounds ridiculous. and i get mocked by students. even worse. no respect. i get students coming up to me," ms ang, why i see u all the time, from english to math and now to chinese!!" if i can reply," u think i want to see ur face," i would.
secondly, i get lots of work. i dont mind actually, keeps me busy. but can you dont come kb me when there is misunderstanding? i know it's my fault, really, i admit. but can you dont go make a scene and shout at people who are 'innocent'? i feel really bad. so sorry to him. and to you, i have nv ever see a teacher swear, until i met u. what are you portraying. what happens if a student walks by and sees u pointing a middle finger or scolding the Fuck word. please, tho i can be rather vulgar at times, i would NEVER EVER say such words in a sch. who knows, anyone could hear u.
thirdly, i just dont like it when they assign me relief work, and the absentee will send over some lesson plan stating," u can find the books in class," and i go to class 5 mins earlier and i cant find the fucking stack of books. can u imagine how exasperated i will be. not to mention anxious like wtf am i gng to teach the student??!! so i will teach them the barney song, buffer time for me, and someone will ask," so what did u do?" i will say," taught them the barney song," and give the 'cannot meh' face. yea like what's wrong. at least they learnt something rather than hang arnd getting into fights.
we know we're just aides, but please do treat us with a little bit more respect and give instructions CLEARLY next time. actually honestly speaking, this only applies to minority of them, most of them are very very nice and friendly. and and i dont know why some act as if they're so big and dao us when they see us. why? u think u so big but my cert can thrash u know.kns.

okay on a lighter note, im gng to zoo AGN tmr. yes. 3rd time within 2 weeks. hmm. and someone posted our P4 class photo on FB. and i realise i forgot most of them alrdy=/ which is really bad cause they said," hey i rmb u!" =( haha but i think it's kinda fun catching up after 9 years!!! woooo!!