feeling stress

i dunno why but my tagboard is not functioning.

went to comex on thurs with yiting and seowli. finally bought a printer(brother) and ink cartridges since it was on sale. so the package looked odd so seowli and i checked the items purchased with the receipt. it looked fine so we went for dinner. then last night, my mom woke up and told me she felt unease cause the receipt doesnt tally with the type of ink cartridges. i was like huh? what are u talking abt. so it turned out that the freaking counter person gave us the wrong cartridges. omg. i felt like dying. so i just sat there in silence and let my mom continued her nagging. i finally contacted the boss after 3 rounds of calling and he said,' we know we gave u the wrong one, we've been waiting for u to call back.' so i was like," so im the only unlucky one?" and he replied," yea" i felt like killing him. so i have to trouble myself and go down to one of their branches to change. nearest would be coronation plaza. thank goodness i dont have to go all the way down to suntec. phew. but still pissed with myself and with them-.-

i feel like im lagging in all aspects of my studies. i feel stressed out. all the readings unread, upcoming tests and the inability to understand theories or terms and the fact that i dont know how to go about revision. omg. it's still not alot i know, but i dunno why im feeling this way. maybe cause i can sense everyone working so hard, people i dont know. and this really sucks cause i dont want to go back to secondary 3 when i felt so stressed out that i would break down and cry=/ it sounds loser-ish i feel. so everyday i keep telling myself,'it's still not that bad, it's still not that bad' UGH. and i have an assignment due this friday and i haven even started.

there is one thing i can still rejoice about despite the workload, my tutee's PSLE is coming! OMG im so grateful. one more month and i dont have to give tuition to her. at least my workload will lighten and i will have more time to revise? not sure if i will take up another student, will see how everything goes. and u know i just misspelled grateful? i spelled it as greatful and stared at it for a few seconds before i realise that the word doesnt exist. omg. what is happening to my spelling!=/

at certain days i will wonder, if i have made a mistake entering arts instead of science. but then i will think back, no way im gng to equations,math and long words u will nv think of.

oh yes, one thing i dont like abt uni is that we have to print notes by ourselves! omg. with all the extra readings, all these printing and photocopying is pissing me off. eff
okay enough of rantings, it's 11.30 now and im gng to try to read my el. for like the 3rd time?=(