a phase we went through

have u ever screamed or scolded your parents till they cry? i believe most of us have done it. at least once. probably during our growing up years, when we were undergoing puberty and gng through a rebellious period. i have. remember vividly i was in sec2. my mum will just go on and on and due to my raging hormones then, i got pissed off very easily. and so one day, i couldnt stand it and so,' fuck la, keep quiet' and she went into the room. cried softly and called my dad=( i felt really bad and of course frightened=/ in the end i apologised to her. but i think this kind of thing, she will remember for life=/

and i think the worst thing i have done to my dad was to ignore him for 2 weeks? and scolding him some vulgar words i think. he was disappointed i guess and i didnt apologise to him. saying sorry is very hard for me. cause im super stubborn. but i guess one day, hopefully soon, i will be able to pluck up my courage and apologise to him. and to my mum for whatever atrocities i have done. i dunno why i was so atrocious during my sec sch years. but now im better already confirm=) i guess that rebellious stage is a phase in life we will go through but i should have dealt with it better. but then again, if i hadnt went through all these nonsense, perhaps i wont treasure them as much now.