end of exams

end of finals felt like end of As. i cannot imagine gng through A levels several more times. for the next few years. went over to carol's hse and we huanzhu gege like atw-.- she was supposed to revise for her mcq the next day. haha.
oh on sophie's bday. a day before end of finals. cuilin and i went over to her hse to surprise her w/ a cake=)) she was very surprised. and i shall go post the pictures after blogging. haha!
went o watch new moon on thurs. the show's okay only i think=/ and yes i agree w/ carol. jacob's pain was felt more instead of bella's. and the book's definitely better. haha
on friday. i did the most stupid thing. and i felt fucked up about myself after that. i dunno what i was thinking. maybe cause of some things that happened on that day and i felt insecure about many issues. i'm sorry if i've hurt you. and. i dunno what to say alrdy. i'm just really sorry. i feel like a fuck. seriously. tmd fuck.
sat met up w/ carol, jim, jess, nigel and zw to celebrate jess' birthday. went to eat at sakae teppanyaki and it was fab ttm. carol and my eyes were like lighting up at every single dish. hah. we trained to jess hse after walking arnd trying to find an ideal spot to cut her cake. left at 11. cabbed home w/ carol.
today mou and i were jokes. we woke up at 9 and she called me.
mou,' eh i very tired'
me,' yea me too'
mou,' meet later?'
me,' on'
so she smsed aik and told him we'll be late. and we woke up at 12 plus. and reached sentosa at 2. we were supposed to meet at 1030 sentosa=/haha mou wanted to walk fro beach station to tanjong beach. basket. super far-.- it was a 1, 2/9 gathering. and a quarter of us showed up. applaud the effort aik has put into planning tho. people who went were eewen, hannbin, yincheong, winston, jim, zw, mou, ziyi, yizhi(he still owes me eclipse. haha), zhekai, weijie and meee. left at 4. went to watch couples retreat w/ jim zw and nigel. rather hilarious but ok only show. not worth the 10bucks. zz. dinner w/ zw and nigel and just acia.
grandma visiting tmr=/ sigh