stress

i find it quite stressful to work with certain people. i feel inadequate and cant contribute much. i feel irresponsible. and today, i've been online since 2pm trying to work on deviance, actually not contributing much. 8hours on my laptop, i've abandoned my cognitive psych. fucking 9chapters waiting for me. 2 days to finish. 90 mcqs. well at least it's mcqs right? but nooo, mcqs can be quite hard. cause they really require to remember those nitty gritty details, unlike essays or short answer ques, you can just 'smoke' your way through. sighs. think it'll be a good idea to sleep at 11pm and wake up at 8am tmr to study ya? and i still have an essay to be handed in on tues which i've yet to start on. but then again, i can choose not to do it and do the last ques which i can submit in mid april but it's slightly harder la. omg. srsly my fault for procrastinating and tv the whole day away on thursday and friday. and friday i had no sch, dno wtf was i doing then. wah now i'm thinking real hard, what did i do last friday. oh man. this is all rambling and rant. even i'm sick of myself. i'm sick of school and really wants to quit. fuck mans. all these deadlines and exams, they're making me lose passion in what i'm studying.