Dear diary,

To me now, he feels so far away I don't even know him. The sadness is creeping in, the nonchalance as well. I feel like I should already move on and pretend the past 2 years plus were not there at all. Like a blank out period. I cannot take this any longer. If he is not going to do anything to make me feel like the relationship is worth it, I think we should just end this. I'm so tired and upset and terribly disappointed. I feel unwanted and abandoned.