Am I Angry?

Dear diary,

What does someone expect from you when they asked if you are angry. What would they do if you had said you were and what would they have done if you said you weren't? Zengwei asked if I was angry earlier this evening. I wanted, very much, to ask what he would do if I said yes I was. Maybe he won't do anything. He will just keep quiet and wait for me not to be angry anymore. Or maybe he was expecting my anger so that it could confirm his assumption of me. I dno what assumptions he might have. I just replied Nope. He didn't say anything after that, which is not surprising at all. I really wasn't angry... I dno why. Maybe it's because I feel like there was no need for me to be angry? Or maybe I can't be bothered to be angry. I mean, so what if I really felt angry. He won't do anything, as always. I would look like a petty bitch. I rather not be angry and just let it be. Actually I drafted an email but I'm not sure if I want to send it to him. At this point in our relationship, I really don't know what to do. I really prayed sincerely last night for God to give me some enlightenment. I still hope that we can overcome this obstacle/impediment and then we will be able to move forward in our relationship. Or else, this will be the end of it...